Ever lost a friend? I have, many times and it hurts. Sometimes you lose people in your life because its better that way. Maybe their negative or maybe they went behind your back. there are so many reasons. I lost a friend recently she started dating my ex, it hurt so bad. I sat in my bed with my heart in pieces, not because I still loved him. I spent my whole summer with her, she had my back. We were almost sisters, Im pretty sure she still has some of my clothes. This blog is called "a letter" for a reason its for her.
Dear Her,
I met you late May. I thought you were amazing and you still are. What you did to me hurt me so badly. I sat there crying because you didn't even tell me, someone else told me. I thought we could tell each other everything? I was there for you and you were there for me no matter what. Why did you do this to me, to our friendship. People say "your really going to let a boy get between you two" and I say "sadly yes". He may just be a boy but our friendship isn't "just a friendship". I never had a sister, you were the closest to that. I miss you old friend. My question is are you happy? I don't mean with him, I mean are you happy with your decision? You threw us away. I sit here and cry while I write this. You say you didn't know by dating him would hurt me? Im still hurting and its been months. Just know that I don't regret meeting you, I regret meeting him because i would much rather have you in my life than him. So her are you happy?
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